Aaaah! What am i doing here? What am i meant to do? How do i get the most out of this? How do I ensure I don’t miss out on what God has planned?

Driven, striving, anxious…

A trip to New Wine or Spring Harvest suits me, a over full programme so i can go like a dry sponge and soak up as much as possible…and probably overtire myself and get ill.

Here I have to embrace the calm, the peace, to be not to do. No schedule, just an awareness of God and an openness to His leading. Here I have to ‘learn to float’….